March 26, 2012
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Stoya
A few years ago, a good friend of mine introduced me to Dr. Sketchy's and I'm forever grateful. After a shameful (financial) discharge from the Art Institute, I thought I would be short of life models forever. Thankfully, I was mistaken. As it turns out, Dr. Sketchy's is a million times better than what the scraps you'd get in art school. It's like comparing toilet paper to silk. Hell, it's cheaper too, but we'll talk about that later. So, I saw a flyer on Facebook that featured a session with the lovely Stoya, posing as Death from Neil Gaiman's Sandman. After a quick google image search, I dragged my fat, raggedy ass out of the house for a rare public appearance.I even got a haircut.
There was a few misconceptions I had prior to seeing her in person. For one, she's taller than I imagined. You have to understand, I'm a fuckin' Mastodon. Most people are ants to me, so women who are above average height get etched into my memory banks. Two, she's a good writer. For a while, I denied the shit out of it because I thought her talent was just my "unmentionables" scrambling signals to my brain (a problem most of the male population can attest to). Yes, her blogs are good reads. She's one of the main reasons why I joined Tumblr. An added bonus, she speaks geek fluently. It's almost is if she weren't a porn star, but she is... and that bothers me.
Despite all the adoration I have for this woman, my Christian upbringing is in the back of my head, reminding me that she's...uhhhh...breaking the rules. Stoya, of all people, initiated a battle inside my consciousness. I suppose I would have to lean towards how I feel about the industry she's in.
I'm pretty sure her mind is being wasted there. Intelligence, sharpness or what have you, isn't really commonplace while getting pounded on camera. I honestly think she's better off outside the industry rather than in it. If it were up to me, I'd kick down the doors to whichever studio that has her under contract just to let 'em know that she's retiring early. Hell, I'd even cut off a few dicks while I'm at it. I'd uppercut those bastards and clothesline those sons of--- whoa. Maybe that's it.
Maybe I just want to rescue her.
Maybe it's not the Sunday School shtick that's giving me issues. Maybe I just see a woman that's enjoying herself in the snake pit and my arm is too short to pull her out. I had a rare opportunity to see Stoya outside her normal stomping grounds and she was... Dammit, she was brilliant. As selfish as this may sound, I just want to keep her away from roaming dicks. I think she deserves to be in a place where she's not a piece of meat, but rather a work of art.
Rescue fantasy or not, the porn industry doesn't deserve her.
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Breakout Kings: The Complete First Season
By Jimmi Simpson, Laz Alonso, Domenick Lombardozzi, Malcolm Goodwin
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